My thought was to jump right back on today, but again...computer work took too much time. I did meditate this morning, but it was sooo hard with the boys awake and the movement and conversations etc. I sat and tried, but found so many things to think about.
I went to the Tricycle forum site and that was just so disappointing for me, everyone there seems to be so far ahead in their meditative practices than I. And the discussions are way above my level of commitment. I feel very inadequate to take this on. All I know how to do is SIT. But isn't that what it is about? Isn't that where it starts? Can it grow from there? And maybe the wonderful things running through my mind are part of the process. Maybe that is where these things belong, maybe that time to let everything come and go is what is needed. We will see in the long run if it brings me any peace. Or just frustration. I am too new to it all.
I did find a reading list that might be helpful. And audio books seem to be my thing, I can multi-task with audio books. So I might try that. Maybe if I am further on this path I won't feel as inadequate.